fly your soul like a kite

Voice Post

2006-08-31T13:09:44Z

epileptiform @ 2006-06-17T16:51:00

2006-06-17T20:51:43Z

EPILEPSY ("FALLING SICKNESS" OR "FITS")
(A chronic brain and nerve disease, characterized in its most violent form by paroxysms recurrent at uncertain intervals, attended by difficult, stertorous breathing, convulsions of the limbs, foaming at the mouth facial distortion, and loss of consciousness and sensation. In the milder form there may be loss of consciousness without the spasm, or vice versa.)

Voice Post

2006-05-23T07:54:27Z

epileptiform @ 2006-05-08T05:50:00

2006-05-08T09:50:52Z

Roddy has a rolling gait and a salty tongue. He's only 50 but looks much older, the result of double rations of grog in his youth that have left his face stained red and his body trembling. He is full of strange medical complaints that no doctor has witnessed or can locate in a medical journal -- "I've got tingly needles in my bowels!" "My ears are packed with static!" "My toes have gone all magnetic!"

epileptiform @ 2006-05-08T03:56:00

2006-05-08T07:58:10Z

sometimes i wonder whether or not our selective barbarism is acquired or congenital--a product of differential acculturation or a wily preconscious instinct that endures irrespective of imposed moral conditioning, and really, so long as convicted murderers suffer the death penality we can never conclude whether spree killers are born or made.

epileptiform @ 2006-05-08T00:35:00

2006-05-08T04:36:17Z

epileptiform @ 2006-05-06T20:56:00

2006-05-07T00:56:56Z

I MISS YOU.

epileptiform @ 2006-04-30T23:54:00

2006-05-01T03:56:19Z

ps. feeling like a phonecall, if anyone's up and around.

the surreal life, syrsly.

2006-05-01T03:50:04Z

hey, cops were called. living-room. narrowly talked myself out of a narcotics charge + murder-threat = week in a detention-centre, plus court. feeling a little suicidal. yikes.

epileptiform @ 2006-04-30T15:59:00

2006-04-30T20:00:37Z

feeling very much alberto caeiro these days, and that's all i have to say about that.

epileptiform @ 2006-04-30T15:30:00

2006-04-30T19:30:52Z

Thorazine sounds like a tired old dinosaur.

nothing from something

2006-04-29T22:43:38Z

2 and a half grams.

drunken chickenscratch

2006-04-29T22:31:06Z

i dreamt i wrung my head out and pressed against my knees with an awful look, biting my lips i slit my wrists and still nothing could get out, still i could not find flow.

epileptiform @ 2006-04-27T20:34:00

2006-04-28T00:34:13Z

interest is confusion, hoping to last.

epileptiform @ 2006-04-27T19:52:00

2006-04-27T23:53:38Z

how many days have there been,
how many breaths do i need,
today is a question i never want to leave.

epileptiform @ 2006-04-27T19:45:00

2006-04-27T23:46:30Z

what can i say, logical fatalism puts out.

epileptiform @ 2006-04-26T06:44:00

2006-04-26T10:47:11Z

auto-response from make snake sighs: ANDREW COME BACK I'M GETTING MY POWER-CORD FOR MY LAPTOP DON'T YOU DARE DISAPPEAR! I AM GETTING WORRIED DID YOU FALL DOWN THE STAIRS? DO I NEED TO CALL THE CANADIAN MOUNTIES? DUDLEY DO RIGHT BY NOT LEAVING THE INTERNETZZZZZ. (and for anyone else who might IM me, "hi! brb!")

epileptiform @ 2006-04-26T00:25:00

2006-04-26T04:25:57Z

subject: We need to talk...
Of course you know I am back....and you can't avoid me forever. I want to talk to you about what went on here (no B.S.) while I was away...and yes, you know what I mean.
Thanks
Dad

UPDATE

2006-04-26T01:46:56Z

epileptiform is shit.

hollow.

2006-04-24T21:17:06Z

prometheus, a smoker.

2006-04-24T21:05:12Z

take heart: every breath is another chance to fail better.

Voice Post

2006-04-24T05:17:51Z

epileptiform @ 2006-04-23T23:43:00

2006-04-24T03:43:59Z

my brain is like a concealed weapon.
let's hope i never have to use it.

epileptiform @ 2006-04-22T23:17:00

2006-04-23T03:18:14Z

Like a quadruple amputee with a 24-hour itch.

epileptiform @ 2006-04-22T17:36:00

2006-04-22T21:41:14Z

smashing pumpkins - spaceboy [live in paris, '93]

...see, it wouldn't be a Pumpkins' show without technical problems, um. mental stress... um, loss of--self. does anyone understand what i'm saying, or... [little cheer] no one understands me in america, so; i'm used to it...

...and um, this is.. called Spaceboy, which is also off the new album. we hope she likes you. [non-sequitur laughter]